September 17, 2008

Back to school. travel and not so good news!


Hi all! Sorry it's been a while since I last blogged. Things have been crazy around here. For some reason, Rylee does not want to go to school this year. She has the same teacher as last year and there are a few of the same kids so I am not sure why she doesn't want to go. Even now that she has been in school for a few weeks, she still tells her teachers that she wants her mommy. So sad.... Hopefully, she will warm up to it. If not, too bad. She is going! :)

Kasey has been a little traveling gypsy here lately. I am afraid it's going to get worse. He is up for a promotion and it includes more travel. MORE travel? How can he travel more? He is gone a lot as it is. I just can't wait.... (that was me being sarcastic)

I am been dreading this so here it goes. Thursday, Sept 4, I found out I was pregnant. Friday, I took 3 more HPT to make sure and sure enough, they were all positive. I was super excited! We have been trying for a while and were on our second cycle of Clomid. So, yes! I was SUPER DOOPER excited. Finally, our family was going to have a May baby. On a sad note....Wednesday morning (Sept 10) I woke up to find I was bleeding. Not just spotting, heavy bleeding. I went in to have blood work done and to confirm my fear, I had miscarried. I was only 5 weeks along. I was sad but I believe everything happens for a reason. Maybe it just wasn't our time? Maybe there was something wrong with the embryo. I just don't know. I do know that we are not giving up. We will try again this month and of course, I will keep you up to date on our progress, Hopefully I will have some GOOD news to share soon.

Until next time......XOXO

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